Things are how they still continue to be
I have cut ties with all
And they just don’t get it
Calling off the hook
Blocked they all are

My next venture is finding out why my hands and feet are doing what I have already expressed
Well my new vascular doctor
Sending me for what is called
Venous Duplex Scan Bilateral
Upon a guess
He thinks it may
It may have something to do with my breast cancer
Having been put on tamoxifen it shutting down my estrogen
The progesterone causes the veins and arteries to dilate
I have to have my annual bilateral ultrasound
My entire upper right back and lower back is so debilitating

And I try so hard to keep up with the world

My obgyn doctor says Eva you look so good
What’s going on
I just broke down and cried

This from a woman who played volleyball in the sand barefoot

Oh how I miss them days

Me