I spent a huge amount of time on my computer dealing with logging into sites (including this one) -- figuring
out my passwords -- asking for new passwords --- I found the whole
thing soooooo stressful and upsetting.
(not good with details).


After hubby went to bed, I learned that the Television also needs several
log-ins. I cannot wake him up but I really want to.

I cannot go to bed without the t.v. working or the Pandora or the Netflix apps on the t.v. working.
SOMETHING NEEDS TO BE WORKING SO I CAN BE DISTRACTED FROM THE hypnagogic hallucinations.
I need them as
I would a babysitter.

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I feel so very alone in the house. It is night and I am not o.k.


M