I feel like a zombie. I am totally out of control. I am going to try to walk in the hall. I haven't done that in so long. My balance is so off. I have to stop watching the stock market. two of the stocks i wanted to buy but was to scared are doing so well. I am trying to stop buying which is taking away a high I don't remember when I was last out. I am waiting to get some cookies in the mail. I will never lose weight. I am almost finished with the book I started yesterday.