In the past, when Corey has been drinking heavily like this, I have asked him if anxiety about my medical problems were part of the reason, and he's always said yes, but he has other reasons, but he doesn't want to talk about anything. This time I'm not going to bring it up or ask because he's showing absolutely no concern for me, and it seems like he's really having a grand old time.

Years ago, I would cancel appointments because I wanted to stay in the comfort of my own home, and just couldn't make myself go out. Sometimes it's hard to get myself going and get myself out the door now (for any number of reasons), but I haven't missed any appointments for that reason in a long time.


I'm sorry you are feeling like a zombie, Bobby
Do you feel like you are coming down from the hypomania now?

I'm glad that you are going to try walking in the hall. Could you call one of your friends to ask them to go out for a coffee with you? It sounds like your mind and body could benefit from a little trip out soon

I can't believe you are almost finished that book in a day! It must be a good one!