I don't know what's wrong with me and I'm scared and I can't be alone this weekend. I called my pdoc today and said please help me. And I'm ashamed because I started cutting again. If my mom knows this I'm sure she'll be so disappointed in me.

I spend so much time in my garden because my mom is there. She gave me this garden angel and told me that anytime I feel lonely to go out in my garden and she'll be there. But she's not.