Yesterday I reread this thread. And I started thinking about all the iguanas I've had and lost. Especially Bela and Skookie. He used to run up and down my leg while I was doing dishes. And when he died, in my arms, I cried so hard I hurt myself sobbing. He was such a joy to take care of.

Tonight I am crying for Bela, I can't stop so I figured I'd write it down in here. Maybe it's all the things that have happened to me since he died, that's why I'm crying. But he triggered this emotional breakdown.
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I have a picture of Skookie here on my desk. I wish I had one of Bela.

May he rest in piece. My sweet little boys.
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