I'm sorry that you're feeling so isolated, Bobby (((((HUGS)))))

It isn't professional, normal, or IMHO ethical, for mental health/medical providers to share so much personal information for reasons such as why you have so many negative feelings about your therapist... it's like she's rubbing her happy life in your face- and that's NOT f- therapeutic. I think it's time for a change

I have been eating a TON of chocolate or ice cream every night for months. And I have my problems with binge buying streaks. Some of it is bipolar, but for me, a lot of it is OCD, too.

I wish that more could be done for your BP and insomnia, but your pdoc seems to take a very light touch with you as far as meds, and it's gotten worse since the stroke. It seems it isn't easy to convince him to change. I hope that your appointment goes well tho, and he makes some changes so you can get some relief

I hope you can start sleeping more/not getting up so early