The Rabbi said he would come back in two weeks. I am trying to think of questions. Certain things I have done in my life which I am ashamed of I won't discuss. This morning I was thinking of my mother. when I was little I loved her so much and I even told her I would die for her. I thought how negative thoughts really rob us of energy and love gives us energy. I took a step this morning of loving my mother and letting go of the abusive behavior.