Originally Posted by BenW

I suffer from pretty extreme anxiety and mental illness so all this is something that really weighs me down and that i spend much time ruminating over given that it always lingers in the back of my head. I want nothing more then to stop worrying, move on with my life, live a normal, happy, active life, etc but it feels like that may not be possible with all we know about brain damage, cte and all that fun stuff. The uncertainty on how much brain trauma ive truly suffered is really what kills me.

Anyone have any advice or in a similar boat?