I think my insurance is not going to cover pdoc's stupid med.

I needed the doc to start me on the drug I wanted so I could give it a try before
we return to work. It's too late now and I am no longer able to play around with anything new. Angry.

Eff her. She does not listen to me. Sometimes she seems to be criticizing me
for not getting better.

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At the last appt, she mentioned ECT. I said "No" because I know a lot about it.
I went to the initial ECT appt with my work friend and helped him for months.


ECT did not help fix his bipolar depression. It made things worse for
him. A poor outcome. The last time I saw him he was not the same.


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