I read another couple of verses a little while ago. 2 Corinthians 7:5,and 6." For indeed, when we came to Macedonia, our bodies had no rest, but we were troubled on every side. Outside were conflicts, inside were fears. 6 Nevertheless God, who comforts the downcast, comforted us by the coming of Titus."
I have found that through the years when I've had panic attacks, and have gone through my deepest dark scary nights, I have had these verses to hold on to. Even though I might be worn out with depression, and fear, I eventually come out of it.
I don't know what's been going on with my kidneys, but I'm still holding on to God just like I've been doing for years. BF