lately I have been getting the painful depression. I haven't been fooling around with my medications. when I eat ice cream i am not depressed while i am eating it. today i go for the eye exam. I am not as worried as before. I am worried about something else but not as worried as before and it has to do with money. I feel as if I am ready to cry but tears won't come. I wish I could cry. i feel like a cry baby without the tears