I wasn't depressed today. I wasn't happy or energetic but I wasn't depressed. I didn't feel close to God. When I am suffering I usually have no trouble feeling closer to God. I am trying. I wonder if the cymbalta is beginning to work. I think it is too soon. I ordered more ice cream and fruit. I watched federrer play tennis today and today was my last p.t. session. I might start again in Jan.