Of course my BP kicked in yesterday, and I was being ridiculous again...
I've been tired in the mornings recently, but I think it's because I've been abusing my body so badly when I get all revved up, but IDK.
I'm in a lot of pain...

My pdoc agreed that the Abilify is not working, and isn't going to work, and she is very concerned. She thinks I've been manic vs. hypo.

She wants to be more aggressive, and switched me on a new atypical antipsychotic called Vraylar that's supposed to treat acute manic and mixed episodes. I hope it f-ing works.
There is no generic, so I can't afford it, and she is giving me samples.

She had me take 1.5mg this morning, and I'm pretty tired. So, it's probably sedating like the rest of the atypicals, but it's also before my recent witching hours, for the revved up ridiculousness, so there's plenty of time for me to go up again.

I may TRY to take a nap- now.

I'm supposed to take 3mg tomorrow night, and I have to see her again on Friday.