What a difference one day can make!! I have come back down to earth!
I remained calm yesterday. No climbing the walls. And around 2pm I was sooooo exhausted I had to take a nap... and I slept until almost 6!

This morning I feel like myself. I don't feel anxious or agitated at all, my thinking is slower and more linear, and I'm not having problems sitting still.
I guess I crashed, but I don't feel depressed or dysphoric. I'm actually in a very good mood this morning
I feel zero symptoms of hypo/mania, unlike some of the times I've made progress in the past, so I don't feel like I will go back up again this time... but I don't want to jinx myself.


I'm not happy that I had to do it, and I'm not recommending anyone else try it... but I have to thank MJ for helping calm me down over the last week. I wasn't sleeping or eating anything but ice cream, and I was so f'ing agitated, I probably would have wound up in the hospital otherwise. Klonopin was doing nothing for me.

I really like the new vaporizer. It's very easy to use, it worked right away, and I enjoyed using it. I have to play with the heat settings, and I have to be careful what I put in there to smoke tho. I put in 2 kinds of pot that taste unpleasant when I grind them together and smoke them in my glass bowl, but they taste even nastier in the vaporizer. That's a pretty easy fix tho.