Hello Gerry
Yes I do
Thank you for it
And thank you for remembering
The few thing I can reflect on
Never alone

It is sad that so much pain has a hold on this tiny family
How everything is not just minor
They are very difficult problems
And knowing I must pray that they find him sooner than later
To have the worst fears come true would be terrible
And my body has begun to reject all the stress of the worry loosing them

Eva is a happy child
I wonder having raised Corissa along with my older children from my marriage
Will she too get to that point in life when she runs to me in frustration
I have knowledge to offer nothing but precious knowledge
May they use it and apply it as I only speak of experience

I will always be mommy
And to Eva that is what I have been to her
Never to take that from her mother
However my daughter still isn’t doing what she must and put ther father before Eva
I have to make the decision of adopting her
It is all so much to deal with
Again my daughter has begun to act out on me
And I turn the phone off
I do not speak with her
And Eva doesn’t want to pick up the phone and speak to her Orr the father
But I leave the machine on so she could leave a message
Thanks for your input
Take care