you are at the right place for support and to vent whever you want, What are you growing in your garden? I live in SC and I know the heat and lack of rain here has done major damage to a lot of the gardens. Having a grandson to help always lighten the load , plus 4 year olds are just delightful!! Well, most of them anyway. I had RSD for three years due to an automobile accident, it has tken away a lot from me-my restaurant, sleep, peace and my Pollyanna personality and left lots of pain . This said I am on a quest to see if a better person is under all the layers of STUFF that RSD dumped on me. Once again WELCOME Carose