I have so many problems at this time. My case manager has been trying really hard to find a place for me to live. So far there is a one room, shared bath room available, with four men living in a house. I'd have to go to a group gathering 3 days a week during the day. I went there a couple of years ago to check it out and I didn't like it at all. I'd have other things that I'd have to do there.

I have to start at the beginning of the hud housing market. I have to wait 7, to 10 years. That means I will have to lose a lot of my belongings, and hobbies.

I have a blood test the week after next to see how my kidneys are doing.

At times my anxieties are way up in the red. I have a mixture of anxieties at one time. I am so tired.

This feeling of abandonment is a painful feeling. It's just not fair. BF