It sounds like you may need to continue with the opioids?
I have needed morphine for the past 15 years for severe neuropathy, Psoriatic Arthritis and RSD. I cannot give it up based upon any shaming, as I would suffer dire consequences. That said, I am currently trying to reduce the dosage and reduce the risk of respiratory depression.
If opioids work and are a viable option, why not stay on them?
What else can you do? This is about your own comfort.
I also use Penetrex. I LOVE it!
My best to you!
DejaVu