I'm sorry that you haven't gotten any better, Mari

I wish that you didn't have the f'ing problems you had getting the Prestiq from your pharmacy. It's a shame because it may have helped. But nothing has been easy for you as far as medications go whether you have been able to fill the scripts or not

Have you considered calling/emailing your pdoc to ask her to prescribe something else? I know at one point, you were thinking about trying to go back on one of the older Tricyclics that you had some luck with in the past. I forget what happened with that. If your pdoc protested, and without a good enough reason, perhaps you could push her a little.

Do you have an appointment coming up with her soon? I know it's a b- getting an appointment and actually getting there...

I will be thinking of you, and hoping that things get better for you soon.
Love to you today (((HUGS)))