Hard enough to beat the beast down and out every single morning
I speak of doom that comes to visit and wake me
Even before I open my eyes to darkness it so early in the morning
Heavenly Father I pray
Please don’t let it consume me
I don’t well it
It’s evil and I rebuke it
In you name I ask it be gone as I put my feet to the floor and get up to start the day
Hoping to hear from oncologist office today that they cleared the PET SCAN AND MRI
This having to wait as the system figures out if I need it or not is just the pits
So till then I’m a basket case hiding it from the world
Get up and do
Do like nobody’s business
No clue
No clue
Me