Tomorrow will be cats can with contrast
First thing after dropping off Eva to school
Monday will be the pet scan first thing after dropping Eva off
9:00
After that a MRI will be scheduled spefic kind my oncologist spoke with medical team with insurance company and told them it is necessary
So glad to have a doctor to fight for me
To get the answers that is riddled throughout this body
It isn’t just one thing
So frightened I am
I don’t want to think about it yet I can’t help it
My body talks to me
I listen
Listen very closely
And I’m doing all I can to advocate for myself
Not an easy thing to do
Yet
I’m pushing through
And doctors are impressed
How I put a history of my medical explanations since birth
22 pages
you read right but factual
It helped him understand what to look for
and ask me questions
My cardiac surgeon said how much it helped him on so many levels and wished more people did the same
It pleased me to know I could help myself in such a way and not be helpless
I won’t stop as frightened and scared I may get
Depression is always with me
Keeping me company
I ask Heavenly Father hold me so tight that it be the only thing I can feel
Please let my spirit be free of it
Free to fly
I just stinks fighting it all
Me