Having zero contact with my youngest
Not a care in the world
No where to be found
Utter disregard and for what
Used in everyway now when needed most not a word
Nowhere near
Sadness riddled throughout this body
Pain and suffering I have been through and it doesn’t stop
But for my child to disregard in the manner that she has hurts like heck
To see my son saddens me even more
He has to be kind to himself
They are getting older and suffer in their own way
Eva dear Eva
What will it be like for her
Today is the day all starts
Hold me Heavenly Father
Hold me so tight
Let me not fall
Hold me tightly
Me