Dear Pamela June, I appreciate your kind condolences! I couldn't leave my husband alone in nursing homes and hospitals, as he was physically in a helpless state. I wanted him to be able to look over and see his wife and to know he wasn't alone. And, because he and I had always been so happy together, I needed his company as much as he needed mine. I only wish I had been able to do more. It was very hard to lose him, but I have to regard it as a blessing that he no longer has pain nor any worries.