After giving them all the medicines I’m on does and all medication I react to
I get ready woman tell me she read everything
Begins to put needle in for contrast
Not only blows a vein but proceeds to ask me if I’m on blood thinner of any kind
I did not say a word for what seemed forever
Then told her it was in information given
Apologies apologies apologies
I was just beside myself
And I’m accused of screwing up
Oh heck no
What the F IS wrong with people
How much more can I give to help you help not kill me
I so done done done
Still have pet scan on the 5th
Cardiologist surgeon back to back three days later plastic surgeon a week later oncologist same week
Really
And to be totally honest I really don’t think I’m going to make it much longer
I feel I will have a short life
It stinks
But that’s how my body feels
And I’m so tired of the doctors and the way I feel
So tired
Me