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Old 11-02-2018, 04:06 AM
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Default The demons

Working overtime
Not a day
Not a single day goes by
Thinking will it ever get better
I keep to myself
Don’t let anyone step on me
It has taken a toll
I don’t want to give up
My mind tell me different
Devil working overtime
You would think the help would come from my children
What children I ask myself
Not that I will not puch myself
The point I push myself to breaking point
It has been what seems a long hard lonely life
Feelings
Just feelings
But consuming
Fighting it off has become a chore
Every single day
I look look real hard for the happiness
People so in a rush
Not like it was before the age of computers and social media
And person think that’s a life
Omg
When I was a kid I would have to finish many chores before going out and play
Ball
Go to the park
Manhunt with the children that lived nearby
The snow days were fun
There gone all gone
I just want to run away to the end of the earth and fall just drop
Oh the abyss
I can touch it
It’s right there
But I can’t
I just can’t
I have to take care of Eva who’s mother still gives me grief
It’s so lonely
All gone
Lonely
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