I do not mess with meds like that on my own... I should have been more clear that I had a pdoc appointment yesterday. I'm stable, and she feels like I am coping with things better (ie/ situation with the neighbors), and she doesn't like the idea of me being on two atypicals either. So as of last night, I'm off the Rexulti. And I did increase the gabapentin by 100mg again up to 700mg because of anxiety. I got what I wanted, but that's because we're usually on the same page. I'll obviously be moving with her to her new practice.

I feel good this morning. I don't feel overmedicated or sedated.
I hope that my mood holds up, and my anxiety stays down enough, so that I don't need any intervention besides possible increases or decrease in gabapentin (and Klonopin) before surgery.

I think the big change in attitude from our neighbors is because we talked to Adam- not Ellen on Sunday. He may not even have been aware of exactly why we were calling the office so often. Maybe he needed to hear it from us- not her. She said some things that were new yesterday that probably came from him. Also, they don't want the cops up there... that's a big motivator.

I have so much to do before I go in for surgery... I have been writing and rewriting lists... so many lists... so much to do...
I'm going to get started today by cleaning out the cat boxes.

It's occurred to me that I won't be able to go out and smoke cigarettes like I usually do when I get home from the hospital, so I will have to buy some e-cigarettes