I didn't know that you are/were on Ativan. Please don't stop that cold turkey! Taper it slowly, or take it every other day for a few days if you are on a very small dose.

You are on so many meds right now, it's impossible to know for sure what's causing the itchiness, but from my memory, it seemed to start with the Xanax and Cymbalta. The Cymbalta will stay in your system for a while even after you stop taking it, so it may take a little time for the itchiness to subside.

The jitteriness could be from:
1) the Ativan
2) stopping the Ativan cold turkey, if you have done so
3) Benadryl

I'm so sorry that you are feeling depressed and alone right now. I hope that Cecilia is in the mood and free to have some company today

You may want to look for computers now if you are in the market because stores are already having Black Friday deals.