If you've had feelings about hurting yourself after so long, you should definitely be back on meds, Bobby. I cannot send you enough (((((HUGS))))

Sometimes with BP and meds, you are damned if you do, and damned if you don't take them. The fact that you have been off them for such a short period of time, and are having such a hard time, it is a sign that you need to be on something. Please call your pdoc

I wish things were so much easier for you my friend (((HUGS)))

Thinking of you today