i am reading a delightful book. I ordered more chocolate which acts as an antidepressant for me. I should get it tomorrow and monday. I am not as itchy.
a young woman with her two young sons came for meals on wheels. she was lovely and the sons were adorable. that gave me a lift. I can't wait to get the chocolate. I see the pdoc in another week. I don't know what he is going to do about recommending another antidepressant. I hope he doesn't get mad that i stopped the sleeping pills and the ativan. I am less itchy and jittery. I am taking klonopin again self prescribed. I don't know if it does anything. when the rabbi comes over on tuesday I will ask him to say some prayers for me. tomorrow I think somebody is coming over in the morning from dorot with some goodies. I will try to clean up a little. I have no plans for the holidays.
I don't know what cecilia is doing.