I am hurting. I don't understand why my bil is actually evicting me from my apartment. This hurts so deeply. My sister and parents would have never allowed it. I know my bil doesn't like me. He never has. I don't know what's been said behind my back. I'm packing up things, and even throwing stuff into the dumpster. How is he living with himself, and doing this? I have too many things going wrong. I hope that I get a place to live and eat food good enough to help me stay off of dialysis. It's not likely. SSD is too little money for this. Hasn't my bil thought of this? Why??? BF