I forgot it was very scary having to be in the car when my father was drunk driving. as I mentioned before my parents were very critical. my father was very self critical and my mother wasn't. as I mentioned my father went to harvard law school and he thought his classmates were all idiots. only his professors were bright. I received constant criticism.
the cat had behavior problems and would pee occasionally outside the box. poor kitty cat. no wonder plus the bipolar i am so f@#ked up and never married