the new rabbi came over today and it was wonderful. I had an upsetting time with Marci yesterday. she showed no compassion over my explosion and burns and we almost got into a fight. she mentioned how much it hurt when she was burnt a little and I told her I was burnt almost 20 percent of my body in an explosion and suffered post traumatic stress which hasn't left me and made my bipolar anxiety worse. I don;t know what is going to happen. the rabbi is coming over again in a couple of weeks