took my medicine. physically I was really hurting. My back, legs and stomach hurt. My depression is full force. I tried to read but couldn't. this kitten thing was a shock to my system. also this cecilia thing was a shock. she added in her message what was wrong. my voice sounded funny. i wrote and said I was very depressed. I hope she doesn;t call me for a while because I don't know if I will be able to control myself. Abby isn't that affectionate