I remember reading back that you said everything happens for a reason... Maybe Pika is not the special kitty out there that is meant for you, but I’m sorry that things haven’t worked out (((HUGS)))

I am so sorry that you are feeling so depressed right now

It sounds like you are being a bit self-destructive. Please keep taking the meds you need, and try to be mindful in your interactions with your friends that you may be overly sensitive right now (((HUGS)))

I have been unable to read back very far because I was gone so long, but when was the last time you saw your pdoc, and are you back on an antidepressant?

Love & hugs to you