The Rabbi's visit was uplifting. He is going to come again in a couple of weeks. I don't know how much longer he will come. we said a couple of prayers for suri. that was wonderful. I asked him how you can reconcile God's gift of suffering and being happy and he said he didn't know. I finally came up with you can be close to God through love. He said we were doing the torah. we talked about alice my family shame pain and guilt.
pudge looks adorable with new lion cut. abby was hostile at first. I was peaceful for a while. I am gradually getting used to not getting Pika. It wasn't meant to be. I am still spending money