As things happen around me and to this beautiful body
I am to be humbled and blessed
Somewhere in it all I am being blessed
Somewhere somehow I make it through the day
I would be lying if I said I wake happy
But after sometime as I lay in my own head
I ask Heavenly Father to visit me
To thank him for what I will receive in my day
I human
can see where I falter
I ask
please forgive me
I took my own will back
In this time to remember that a baby was born
Who lived and walked this earth
Suffer and was hung
Hung so we can be free
I need to remember that every single day
Every single moment
A mother who watched her son
I a mother astranged from my children
Who do not believe
A grandchild who prays with me every morning and night
Who isn’t afraid to meet the King
I less than a speck on this earth to do what
I am just human on a path to only one place
Blessed that I get a pass
For he did die for the sins of this earth
Let me be a messenger
Let me truly feel the unconditional love
I so falter in my day and when I remember why I’m here my journey to the next life of no pain no sadness see my pets who loved like no other kind of love
Who am I
How do I want to be remembered
To have been the best mom possible
To have been the best grandmother ever
To have been a good human being
To do the work I was asked to do
Blessed I surly am
I just need to never forget
For things are very difficult now
And I have but my Heavenly Father to look to
And remember the life he walked
May I never forget
How in it all I’m blessed
Me