I wonder how long it takes to help. I am sooooo depressed. I am going over cecilia's at 6:30/ I will play with Prince. My kitty cats are being affectionate. I will take marci out for lunch on monday. then I will see zeynep who I now talk to at length almost every day. I sort of feel dead. I feel okay when I am eating ice cream. Practically all food now doesn't appeal to me but I am still eating. I have the ingredients for more cabbage soup but I don't feel like having it. I have been reading a lot but right now I don't really feel like reading. I wish I could just fall asleep. I got so many packages. the buying was a high but getting them is painful. no joy.