I think that not getting Pika ended up being a good thing. Adding another kitty to the household would have disrupted everything. But now your kitties are being really affectionate... things do work out for the best

I'm sorry that you are so lonely, and your so deeply depressed, Bobby. I really hope that the Rexulti works for you

It sounds like Cecilia really does need you as much (or more) than you need her. I don't know how you comfort her, or try to reassure her, that she doesn't have cancer when she is constantly convinced she has it. Did she have it in the past?
It does sound like she is running herself into the ground with the Agility training/drills for her dogs.

I hope you enjoy your Chinese food