Corey wants to take the new apartment whether or not the a/h's upstairs move or give their notice, but I don't want to go through a move if we don't have to because the whole point of moving is to get away from THEM. We will have upstairs neighbors whether we stay or go, but I highly doubt we will have to deal with any NEARLY as bad as they are.

The idea of moving to the new place is appealing tho. The maintenance guys said it IS nicer than our current apartment, and they would know. So, I'm ready and rearing to go if we have to do it. But, if we don't have to go, we can spruce this apartment up instead. I'm trying to sell Corey on that idea.

The grocery store was a f'ing s- show yesterday. Even worse than your standard Saturday nightmare. It took me twice as long to get in and out.
I was really tired when I got home, but quickly got to work cleaning the hard floors after I put the groceries away, and then I felt a little better...
But after that, I did just as Bizi suggested, and I smoked to quiet my anxiety so I would mellow out and not go nuts cleaning. So, I did stop with the floors.

We have to do laundry today. We have a S- TON of dirty clothes because we didn't go last week. That was my idea because of the impending snow storm. I hate doing laundry. At least Corey's not in a terrible mood today- for now.

BTW, the surgeon's first suggestion of adding an extra dose of FiberCon at night to deal with my BR problems hurt vs. helped, so obviously I'm not taking it anymore. I haven't tried the Mirilax at night (her second suggestion) yet. I'm waiting until the middle of next week when I don't have anywhere to be JIK it also makes things worse. I will probably make things worse