Bizi,

Maybe you can make plans with Carolyn in the future that won’t fall through. It may be a little early to write her off

I’m sorry that you are having a hard time making friends
But you have one up on me... I have zero.

I hope that things go well with your old friend at church and you meet some new people, too.
I’m glad that you’re going hiking with friends today

Don’t get discouraged about your lapse in your AF streak. I do think you “have tools in (your) tool box.” (((HUGS)))