I don't know when I will get the antidepressant. There seems to be some problem. The doctor knows. I have an appt for Pudge at 9. Cecilia is going to help me because I have trouble carrying the carrier.
Pudge ate like a pig last night and she ate the dry food this morning but not that much. Abby threw up yesterday and today.
a very nice woman in the building is starting a club for people who live alone here. I signed up. I am looking forward to it.
I am trying not to go to ebay.
I feel very morbid . robert has been wonderful to me and I think he will like the computer I picked out.
I forgot if I mentioned that I had dinner on saturday with my friend who I hardly see. she is so wonderful. I am blessed.
I wish I weren't bipolar. I can't seem to handle it. I worry so very much. right now the irritability has passed. I am afraid of God which I should be. I try to think of all the beautiful things in nature which is His creation and that helps the fear. so many bad things happen and I dwell on them.