I sometimes go to work with four hours of sleep or less and by the
end of the day I am not with it -- not in control of my self/ my emotions,
my actions . . . Sometimes I almost feel that I cannot see straight.


On good days (even with four hours of sleep) and bad days I can (somehow) be high energy -- talking fast,
going back and forth between two or three sets of kids in two rooms ---

---multi-tasking

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But that chaos probably (DUH) might be o.k. for some of them but
is not considered professional. . . . and some of them do not respond
well to the chaos -- esp if they are having a bad day too.


I may have crossed a line.


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In the future, when I am an that messed up, I should figure out how to
walk out and go hide in my office or drive home.


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'Sorry this is long.

Students get used to me and we all adjust to each other well enough most
of the time.
But it's new in the semester and we have not settled into a comfortable
enough pattern with each other yet.



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