I know that prayer helps many people
Maybe when your Rabbi comes to visit he can help you better manage your anxiety using it.

There are MANY pdocs who firmly believe that benzo's like Klonopin are bad for patients, and they refuse to prescribe them. Instead they try using other meds, like the antihistamines your pdoc is using, until they find something that works for a particular patient.

I wish you weren't under so much stress, and your anxiety was managed better

(((HUGS))) & love to you today, Bobby