All of these property management companies have professional cleaning companies come in after residents leave, and have their maintenance teams fix anything that needs fixing, and repaint the apartments. But that doesn't mean that they won't take money out of your security deposit if you don't leave your apartment in a condition that meets their expectations, which vary...

And I have OCD. BAD. I have a really hard time trying to figure out what needs to be done because when I look around I feel like EVERYTHING needs to be done. But yesterday I said something to myself many times that I seldom say: Good enough. I guess that's progress, but now that I have an extra day to finish cleaning, I will have a hard time not doing MORE than I planned to yesterday.

I fell asleep on the couch somewhere around 7:30 last night, but even though I had smoked MJ before then, I couldn't stay asleep for long. I smoked again before going to bed, but couldn't sleep through the night because of tons spasticity. I woke up around 7:30 this morning feeling like I hadn't slept at all.

I have no idea how I've been able to keep going. Mania is a strange thing. I feel like I'm reaching the point where I won't be able to do anything else soon tho. It will not be physically possible.

I'm not exactly in a rush to get over there because the rest of the cleaning will not last all day, but I want to be done with this, and to be done with that place.