Oh... sad that waves left. She was so wise !
You are right Mary.... Grief does very weird things to our brains.... It has changed me very deeply... in a bad way so far unfortunately.... :/ I lost my faith, I feel guilty, I have lost interest in everything, in life.... Im paranoid... I cry all the time.... Im not myself anymore.... I dont enjoy music the way I used to.... I dont want to have children anymore because they wont have a grandma....
Oh, and I have become VERY envious of anyone that still has mom.... my cousins for example...
I dont understand life.... and that hurts me deeply... why me ? why my mom ? why now ? all that....
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Originally Posted by Mari
Hi, Majo,
I'm so very sorry that you are grieving.
I hope that you have people in real life you can talk to.
I appreciate your beautiful thoughts of how special your Mom was.
It seems that you two were close.
For some, part of the grieving process might involve feeling that you
did not do enough for her but you know that she loved you.
Please try not to be hard on yourself. (Grief can do weird things
to our brains.)
Waves left our board about about two years ago.
The last I heard she moved to London, England
M
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