I think it's great that you wrote that long post without mentioning your diet/weight or the fact that you have been AF. It's a sign that you are starting to reach a point of normalcy, and these things are starting to become a part of life

You did so much yesterday, you should be proud of yourself!!!

And 10 pounds is a significant amount of weight... you should be really proud of losing all that, too!!! Being AF and your IF plan is obviously working

I miss you too, Bizi