Blue I miss my Dad also, so I can relate to what you are saying. I lost my mother before that. I lost my sister about four years ago. Right now I feel very lonely. I don't know what to do about it. These things happen to a bunch of us, but it's not suppose to weaken us. I try to spend some time with the Lord, and I find that hard to do these days. That's all I can do at this time. I'm sorry for your depression, and anxiety. I can relate to those emotions also. BF