last night i hardly slept. I blew it. I was supposed to dinner with cecilia on saturday but then she called late and said she was still in conn.She said what about sunday. I calledher at two on sunday but she didn't return my call til almost 4. I thought she might cancel again so i would up ordering the chinese special that ends at four. I had eaten. I wound up with a stomach ache all night. I was anxious and irritable. I am making chamomille tea for my stomach. Now I am worried about cecilia. I am worried about the doctor's appt on wednesday