Thank you my dear friend.... Im seriously considering going this Friday to try to see this band.... I would need to stay in line for a long while and that's scares me BUT, Im considering taking a back pack with me with a plushie, a paper with the verses you have told me, a pic of my mom and maybe even my journal in case I need to write my feelings....

I think I might cry... like... a lot.... with the emotions causing a "funny" mix but... well, people is cruel anyways and they will talk sh... about me anyways crying or not so....

argh.... I have panic... panic of life... I want to hold my mom's hand so bad.... I tried to ask some "friends" for help, nothing, my aunts, nothing.... nobody want to go with me Oh well.